It´s unbelieveabel how I sometimes manage to keep everything togheter and not exploe in anyways. Right now I am stressing with BIGG CAPITALS!!!! asbout all my exams, homework, projects and the most important one, which school am gonna begin this fall. The thing is that I´m really, really worried about my school of chose. Coz everyone around me is telling me to chose a school up in Kristianstad, which means that I have to movie away from home and live by myself in a student hall. If I have to bee honest I don´t want to do that, the other thing is that I don´t know anyone up there, and I quite konw wht your thinking there on the other side, no one konws a person when their new at a school and especially not when your moving to a student hall. I don´t want to feel alone, which I felt the first time a went there to visist. So I went to the guding counsuler at my school to get a diffrent perspective of stuff, but the thing is a felt more confused when I was there, then when I was alone. If I could just say what I want that would be great. I want to go to St:Petri, I want to live with my family. But I can´t do that, if I want high grades, according to the guading counsuler. According to her am not gonna keep up with the school work, I´m not gonna have the same grades I have now, if I chose that school, do you know what. Thanks a lot, this is not the first time I hear that kind of stuff, and I´m gonna prove that I can and you´ll eat up your own words.
I REALLY need summer now, I´m fead up with all this work, and drama at school 😦
But I´m positiv that I will make it
Just wait and see ;)…. :p